In Which I Feel Vaguely Ashamed of Myself.

Posted by LSama on May 7th, 2010 in Explinations, Webpage Shit | 0 comments

It’s been almost a year since I updated here. I’m not pleased about this. I’m not happy with the fact that I let this page, which I used to love so much, wither and die. Part of me is scolding me. The other part is resigning, trying to think of reasons for me to keep going, to bother. I thought, for quite a while, of this November, when the renewal of the domain name comes, to just not do it, you know?

It’s been on my mind a lot lately and I just can’t bear to do it. I can’t bear to let Rulihe just fade into insignificance. I love to write – so why don’t I? Why am I not in here, updating this sucker every day? It’d be nice to say it’s because I’m lazy, but seriously, that’s the biggest cop-out answer I’ve ever heard. While it’s true that I might be a little lazy…I’m not that lazy – writing, for me, doesn’t take a whole lot of effort, so let’s just shoot that theory down riiiight now, huh?

So I’m going to give this another go. I’m going to set an alarm on my phone and I’m going to try to do this. I’m going to try to write something at least once every week day. Maybe I’ll take days off. I know The Fu told me that she would write stuff in advance and just post it whenever, and while that’s a smashingly good idea, my brain sort of thinks about that idea and then giggles at me and is all like, ‘Yea. Get back to me on that one, princess.’

So here’s to me trying again. Maybe even turning to write out stuff before I post them. I’ve done so much in the past year. Surely that, in and of itself, makes up for a couple’a posts, yar?

Yar.